The fault in our stars

I watched this movie today. Finally.

I’ve been avoiding movies that show people dying, loved ones going away for obvious reasons.

But off late, a part of me has been saying that I need to get over this. I need to chin up and face the reality that in life, people will die. They will always remind me about Mola but I need to ensure that the memory does not paralyze me.

I need to get over the trigger – one that takes me straight back to that night of November 23^rd.

It’s with this intent that I watched “The fault in our stars”.

It broke me down; completely. The scene where Hazel reads her eulogy to Gus was a little too much for me to deal with.

The truth, though, is that I felt nice at the end of the movie. There was a dialogue that made me feel instantly better. Here it is

“It would be a privilege to have my heart broken by you”

I could not agree more.

Comments

Anonymous said…

It takes courage to face that which causes pain. Only after surpassing hurt that could be paralyzing, as you said, can one truly appreciate what it means to be happy. The transition will not be immediate. It will probably take a few repeated crossings. It is good you've stopped running away. The more you face the hurt, the less it will affect you so badly.

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